When I move to New York...

When I move to New York...

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I'm going to be skinny and way more of a bitch.

New Yorker's are going to think I'm the brunette Rainbow Brite. They are going to be like, "Who is this chunky bitch wearing all of these bright colors?"

I'm going to be way more awesome.

I'm going to be an even more pretentious hipster.

I'm going to be way more of a slut.

I'm going to do things alone and not give a fuck.

I'm going to have an awesome apartment.

I'm going to photo-document this whole thing and publish it into a book.

I'm going to be way more of a narcissist.

I'm going to read more.

I'm going to have a smart, cute and nice boyfriend.

I'm going to listen to way more awesome music and go to a lot of shows.

I will be so happy.

I will still love Miami.

I will refer to my chonga slang as Miami vernacular.

I will still say bro.

I will have way more awesome clothes.

I will go to a lot of broadway shows.

I'm going to lay in the park on a beautiful blanket and read books and eat apples.

I will be a famous homeless lady, "There goes the bag lady that smells like rotten apples."

I will work at Starbucks.

At first, I will date a few douches.

I'm going to walk across the Brooklyn Bridge. That's one of the first things that I'm going to do.

I'm going to go to Greenwich Village on Halloween and dress up in an awesome costume.

All of my Halloween's are going to be way more awesome. I'm going to decorate my apartment super spooky.

I will find a guy like Adam Sandler.

I will make sure that my next boo is sexy.

I am going to miss the beach.

My next boyfriend will be adorable.

I will experience way more art.

I get to hang out with my amazing NYC friends like Miss Becky, JoJo, and Luis!

I'm going to eat at Junior's Cheesecake

I am an adult now.

I support myself, I paid my way through college and I am moving myself to NYC. I have a great support system of friends and family that have helped me along the way however; I am the one who has the ambition and motivation to continue my success.

I have learned to ignore lesser bitches because I am a woman. People who play games are jealous and jealousy stems from insecurity.

I have learned that if you are insecure in yourself or your relationship there IS a reason for that. Always trust your instinct.

I have given 2nd, 3rd, 4th and 5th chances to people who don't deserve them because I understand that we all make mistakes. It's what you do with that second chance that makes all the difference but unfortunately, people will usually let you down.

There are some people who I will always love because I cannot remove the strings from my heart. I will always show them more grace than they deserve.

I try to listen to my friends without judgment because we all make mistakes by doing what we want rather than what we need. An adult already knows the right decision to make but will not always do so. A friend who will listen and accept rather than judge and preach is the person you can confide all of your secrets in.

I am learning to let my walls down and to be honest. I have gotten hurt this way but at least I am mature enough to realize that I went in with an open and honest heart. Can you do the same?

I make mistakes and I will not always do what's right but I can accept responsibility. I can take accountability for my actions instead of giving excuses like a coward.

This is why I can go to bed at night knowing that no matter what happened that day, I can start the next day with my head held high.

Can you?